Hopelessly Devoted to my ex boyfriend =[?

I was in a long distance relationship with a guy for about 2 years. On average I saw him once a month. I'm 17 and he's 18 by the way. Anyway...we only ever kissed a couple of times, I mean, it was really more of an emotional relationship. We were both raised with fantastic morals and values sooo we were waiting till marriage for all of the other stuff. haha ummmm I loved him with all of my heart....and thats the problem. I still love him. :( I told him I felt like I was holding him back from other girls at his school during his senior year...so i told him we should go on a break. He knew I was just testing him. but then! I was grounded from all forms of communication because I got a C on a progress report....and for 2months i couldnt talk to him. then when i finally could....I went on his myspace...and =( all of the "I will love you Forever"'s and pictures of us....were replaced...with stuff about a NEW GIRLFRIEND. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh just rip my heart out now. asdiugabsd Its been a month since then. I am dying. I can't do this i cant do this idk what to do. please help me idk what to do. his prom is coming up and its going to be so sad seeing his pics with her. I cant do it. they have like 3894632 new pics everyday. annnnnd it took us a year to say "I love you" to eachother...but in just 1week he said it to her. =[ and....they do EVERYTHING together. When i found out about her, I called him to talk about it....and he was like "i love you like a sister" but then he was like "i just dont see us together right now because im going to college and your senior year is coming up. In a couple of years we will get back together, you'll see. My biggest fear is losing you forever. I still see us getting married" but like....=[ then why is he hurting me? Im so upset. i cant take this pain...Ive been pretending not to care annnnd ive been pretending to be happy for him....but OMG....and he wont call me anymore. he was my best friend. i loved him so much. I cant pretend not to love him anymore....but if i tell him i still love him then it will push him away even further :( :( :( :( :( please help me. please help me please please please please. i cant breathe i cant breathe anymore. please help me i love him. I will love him forever.....=[ do u think he still thinks about me at all? do u think he remembers me? :( asidhasaasdibasusjoiansod